Sunday, January 31, 2010

288%

3:05 PM 2/1/2010

288% Bring it on

I'm on the floor now. Excited? It's time to prove myself. Bring out the workaholic in me! Masyado ng matagal nagpahinga.. I'm sooo ready!!

Target? beat the 288%!!

so dalja!

distraction and glee

12:34 AM 1/24/2010
'Tigilan na natin to.. walang pinatutunguhan' I'm just a distraction and I don't want to settle with just that.

Good thing (and I really pray) that Wyn will be on HP. That I guess is the best distraction.. Para di naman umikot ung mundo ko sa office lang. Hanggang pag uwi iniisip ko p rin magskype..

'..You need to find some self respect'

You're just a distraction!

From Glee:
'We're nothing but distractions. The sooner we realize that, the better' - Kurt to Rachel

He is a perfect target for our self-esteem issues. He can never reciprocate our feelings which only reinforces the conviction that we're not worthy of being loved.. Trust me.. I'm a cautionary tale. Get that mildly attractive groove back' - Pepper to Rachel

Feedback

9:30 AM 1/22/2010
On a lighter note, I now feel comfortable around her (Jan Di as Mr. Soya named her).. I dare not say that I am no longer afraid of her as that is inevitable, but yeah, I think the perfect word is comfortable..

She was in a good mood. She laughed. I delivered the correct answers.. All in all.. I think we're cool..

But please don't pick me!

Friday, January 22, 2010

in the room with her

9:30 AM 1/22/2010
On a lighter note, I now feel comfortable around her (Jan Di as Mr. Soya named her).. I dare not say that I am no longer afraid of her as that is inevitable, but yeah, I think the perfect word is comfortable..

She was in a good mood. She laughed. I delivered the correct answers.. All in all.. I think we're cool..

But please don't pick me!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Reality Bites: Disappointed

Hay nako. I don't know how to start but my weeks have been revolving on some petty teases that comes to life.

I don't know how to call my lablife status now. Sometimes I feel like I'm in my own koreanovela: new environment, boys, wingmen and the part where you just couldn't justify what happened and call it 'Destiny'...

But now, I'll try to live a life away from the colors. Self-imposed colors. I began to realize that the colors were not really there in the first place.. My 'colorers' (batchmates) were just so good connecting the dots and catching my sensitive imagination that I make believe there's some actuality in it.

Should I just call it 'Reality Bites!'?

I'm not hurt, not even sure if confused.. but some part of me is very disappointed. Am I disappointed with myself because I'm the one whose making the MOVE? Or maybe, given the fact that I do make the move, nothing happened??

Wasted effort??

I can't wait to see them online, but my mind tries desperately to beat my other intuition to message them. What to do?? Haaay... For now, I 'll rest with the disappointments..

Sunday, January 10, 2010

saya?!

Tagal ko ng di nagupdate.. WEll.. alam na?!

Busy busyhan sa err social life?! :)

All I can say, as of now, I'm really enjoying my work (well at least the overview of what we're gonna do) and of course the working environment. Made few contacts. Closer CPG and the curse.. (lagi akong api!) hahaha

I do have my skype account now. At least hindi duplicate contact as my ym.. ngaun puro work peeps lang.

Haay dami kwento, pero bawal ibroadcast.

..latest? I'm watching GLEE and I'm loving it!