One day

Aaargh..
I bummed myself so much this week that now I forgot how big my responsibility is. For tomorrow, I have to get my X-rays again (and it really creeps me once they assumed if this is TB again!), next is my NBI clearance and if lucky a postal ID. aaaaaah this is harsh.. How could I fit it all in one day?!

Oct 22 letter to Mr. soya

After months of bumming and tirelessly applying for jobs, its a wonder how in just this week I keep on asking myself the same and unbelievably ridiculous and annoying question: 'Mr. Soya where are you?'

Its not about my disastrous embarrassment at Game Ka Na Ba nor my shameful job offer at Smart that I'm asking for him. It's not even the job offer of my wildest expectations too..

Its just like destiny or fate is so busy picking at me. Beyond my wildest and utterly unexplainable imagination did I find my wildest and utterly unexplainable imagination did I find myself looking at the same guy who introduced me to the realization that some metaphors do personalize as I was completely jaw-droppingly awed to the sparkle in his eyes a couple of years back. Last weekend, I was surprised to see him again, but it was nothing to the feelings that rushed over me. Maybe I was awed again, or maybe I just missed him (as if we do bond) I don't know the right answer and explanation. I do know I was happy, the kind that again last for days, although I wish it hasn't. I know it was wrong, definitely wrong.

I suppose I'm convinced that fare really has its ways to play on emotional that fate really has its always to play on emotional aspects of humans. At the very instat I saw him online it happened. Happiness in multi-folds. This has definitely gone wrong.

I have to give this up. I thought I already did together with a teardrop last moonlight. Bust as much as I resist and fight my heart with my brain, the latter lost. And I have to believe that tonight was a stupid mistake. Very stupid!

Mr. Soya I really wish you were here. I most certainly know that one strike of laughter is all it takes to stop all this rediculous nonsense.

--Ruby

a short and embarassed post

Just a short update on my whereabouts these days.. well, I recently joined a game show with two of my friends. Well, everything was cool and lucky at first, but we ended up humiliated and well... embarassed.. haaay I want some redemption!!!

UGLY ka tlga!!!!

i Hate korean bitches.

kung wala kang masabing maganda.. better backoff!!! Sana bahain din kayo, let's see if you have the bayanihan spirit... I bet you don't have anything even close to that! biatch

Grrrr.

Bento bento bento

After reading MH issue for this month (Joem Bascon as cover), I rekindle my LOVE for Japanese Food. I remember dreaming of having to prepare my own bento every morning... WAaaah soooo want to go to Japan!

I searched some blogs and added it to mine, so that I will be updated and be reminded of my love for Japanese food :) Check it out.



I love food more than any other things! Maybe that's why I keep on watching Travel and Living so much! I like to grill, to cook to eat.. everything!!!

while uploading...

Sandara Park kisses Lee Min Ho 100 times. wow naman! inggit! haha

Outland Adventure and Dencio's sa Hilltop

Anyway, I'm currently uploading our back from davao pics and I'm now on Day 3, where I have almost all of the pictures. 2 uploads to go.

Day: Outland Adventure / Night: Station 91 + Spa Executive

I'm back from the orientation from SLI. Gosh, so what's written in Pinoy Exchange is true about the '9k package'. I honestly think that it is a very good training ground as the first steps to fulfill my dreams into working in Japan. However, with that salary, where on earth will I get my placement fee or something like that after two years?!

When I'm on the bus, I select the 'kost' playlist as my choice of song. Of course, after months of bumming around and then another offer turned down, I'm disappointed with myself. Haaay.. I don't want to go through the umeSP cycle again... I guess I just have to trust God. He has better plans for me. For us...

Pussy texted me... she asked me whether I could program their thesis... C'mon! ang hirap naman nun. Di naman basta basta ang thesis nila haha. Pwede akong tumulong, pero ako gagawa?!!! no deal! Sorry...I'm developing pimples! I will totally ditch that Belo toner! grrrrr... Now I have a couple near my nose! hate it! Mas ok pa ata ang (rumored na nakakapimple na) Ponds.. In fact before that I have another 2 pimples going to Davao. haaay... Dapat imaintain lagi na ganto sa baba ang face ko (well minus the eyebags and 2 huge pimp scars! :))

Guess who's back!

I'm back from Davao with loads of pictures in my cam (80% ==myself)...
But before copying and uploading it. I have to first 'connect' with the social networks and verify if Outland really is the longest zipline in Asia ;0