Lots of maybe for graduation

Tomorrow will be my graduation. Up until today, IT hasn't sank yet. Maybe hindi pa ngayon. Even the accomplishment of all my job well dones are not felt yet. Maybe if I saw my profs, tomorrow, it will finally occur to me. Or maybe when I see my friends onstage.

This excitement and joy that Tayong Dalawa brought me tonight made me forget temporarily that there was a long-due feeling and emotion that must be dealt with immediately... Maybe it is indeed God's plan. Maybe I should just trust him. :)

I can't think of anything more to say but the biggest THANKS!

Update from my manual

And so I'm having this 'manual' blog that I update ragularly. Basically the reason why I don' t dig in too much lately on this quite nega-sided blog.

However to sum much of the things up (since I really like typing in my kuya's laptop) here are the stuffs/thoughts that kept me busy lately:

MJ's untimely death. I seriously grieved, and although as much as I hate it, I still watch Entertainment Tonight to know the latest development so far: in his death case, dilemma, child custody, family, scandals and all. I cried heavily during his funeral together with the other billions around the world. I swore that I loved him and that I'll always be a fan whom he has a place in my heart. (Does that sound anymore correct?)

Next, I'm going uber crazy about my Ramon Lecumberi! Lalo na ung mga episodes na he's so sweet to lola Gets! At cyempre lalong tumaas ang level when I saw him in person!!! Gosh! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaah In fact, two weekends in-a-row na pala nya akong pinapakilig and talaganamang effective na effective. I so love the writers of the soap, they must have known that Ramon has superb acting skills way way more than the bidas! Haaaay... Please continue to amaze me.

Hmm I've been skipping some tests and interviews lately. Maybe because I have my eyes on You-net, HP, P&G (which I doubted because Kuya's in JnJ) and maybe I'll try accenture :) hay.. So far, I'll enjoy the liberty of being at home and celebreating the end of my biggest problem yet.

Speaking, now it has been passed more terribly to her. I don't feel in any way happy with what she's going through right now. I just hoped that she'll realize that I'm not her enemy, and I tried my very best to reach out to her but she closed her doors on me. God knows my efforts and all that trials and depression I've been through. I hope I'll see her tomorrow and that I could congratulate her with no slight of guilt in my head and in my heart. I feel sorry for her, I really really do... But at this point, it is my turn to not get involved. She wished to deal with this on her own, now it is granted.

See.. numega na naman ako.. aargh.. But I love typing in this laptop. No wonder, people who owns their laptops are the best and most updated bloggers around. haaay HP give me my own!!!

Tomorrow's my graduation.. I find it impossible to sleep dahil sa exciting events sa Tayong Dalawa! I invited a few friends, whether they come or not, my weekend will not be ruined, thanks again to Ramon Lecumberi! :)