Day 1

I'm now here in the office waiting for my lunch break to end. My eyes is tired already calling the pillows and the sound sleep. My Day 1 yesterday was so boring and so sleepy due to numerous orientation from different departments such as HR, Facilities and ours, CS focusing on the training and the company policies. It's a good thing that Philippines is the holiday capital so as to feed my Shikamaruness.

During the 'tell me about yourself' stuff, I can't think of anything anymore because of my lack of sleep and most probably because of Naruto Shippuuden was playing all over my mind. I said useless stuffs. Shikamaru Shikamaru Shikamaru.. puro ganto ung nasa utak ko,that's why pati ako nahahawa na ng katamaran ni Shikamaru, as if I'm not by myself. Haaay

I wore mascara yesterday which was a good thing cause I cried hearing lonely/senti songs (in the bus and jeep). I found out that Mr. Soya was on night shift on the only month that we will be working on the same area. That, somehow, depresses me.. and then flashbacks.. realizations.. haaay There's only one word on my mind... 'bakit??' My mind tells me that I should be happy.. But maybe this was the part where they say heart and mind actually do disagree..

I can't even sleep on my bed so as not to feel the solitude.