missed it but it was ok

Missed the super show 2 intentionally. Feeling ko maawa lang ako sa sarili ko kung mag-isa akong pupunta

Now I'm reading blogs and news and I knew it was a success. I hope they'll return for the SS3.. They will have as Dong Hae said.

Next time. I swear.. Meanwhile, I'll continue to follow them on blogs and tweets.

After an 80th bday/reunion..

Now, I'm alone, waiting for my Tita in her room . A party just ended.. or may be the extension did. This was one of a kind 80th birthday.. So many relatives, all at once...

Now that I'm blogging about it, it kinda made me realize how blessed I was to be part of this so awesome BIG family..

With this, I thought on how I treat opportunities... What do I normally do, when an opportunity strikes... Normally, with my passive attitude, I just go with the flow. Add my apathetic nature as well... Ok lang na oo, ok lang na hindi.. walang pakeeelamanan.. I live my world, You live yours!!.. haaay now I don't know if that's bad...

First time to drink with my second cousin who's now working as a ASE in Accenture.. That's cool, he's the one who talked to me first. That can be treated as a milestone!

We drink till the night end..His girlfriend even joined as later. She's cool. I might even text her when we I go to Central Buendia.. Haha FC tlga! I hope we'll all be close.. I really do! It would be cool, you know.

.. I did think about him.. bakit ganon.. Sabi na kasing I'll always end as the loser e.. haay.. tigas tlga ng ulo! I didnt texted him though.. Imagine the temptation?! 'chos!! just stay away from my phone...

while I'm bored #2

Parang gusto ko nalang manood ng kseries. Para magkaroon ng spice kahit konti ung buhay ko.. Leave the world and enter another. Entertaining. Fun. Moving...

haaay...

*is this the effect of putting kseries ost in my ipod??? ef!

boo me!

From one of the memorable blogs that pinch my memory:

As a persona in a soap, in 24 hours you have done what a centenarian has done in his lifetime. There is character development, you know your role, your purpose. You'll be able to travel to a lot of places, to be romantically loved, to be hurt and recover as if recovery is the next fastest thing to light...Yeah, I'd like to live in a soap opera. I don't wanna get tired. I don't wanna get sick and be confined for a long time. I don't wanna wear diapers or face the threat of being put in Home for the Aged. Yet I want to enjoy life, even if it is for just a short time. And isn't it that happiness, even in real life, ephemeral? So why not just live it on film?

while I'm bored

she's not in today. Our team lead she is. That's why maybe I'm so tamad. Got my salary last friday and I spent so much already. Just emailed my brother before I forget the thought/computation of my debts.

Anyway, I do bought an underwater camera/case that's so fit and might actually be better that the one I saw in ROX. Plus I bought it on Canon MOA so the brand might really be trusted by the company. A heavy P750 for that plus it looks quite actually cool. I do hope its worth it.

This week I'll be going to the Canon Service Center. No, I MUST go to do some maintenance on my cam. Clean the lens, remove the sands and stuff. Even if I can do it myself, I'd rather pay the said P945 just to make sure its ok.. I value that camera more than anything else I own, so I'm thinking its more of an investment than an expense. A value of responsibility anyone? haha

I haven't uploaded the Day2 yet. The hello cleavage hello world type. I have no copy damn.. but my life is sort of still hanging in Bora :)

My face's aging (exaj).. have to regain my regimen.. And honestly, I look pregnant when I'm uber busog like kanina. I had to hit the gym or do some workouts at home.. Must must must!!!

to watch or not to watch?!?!

Ang OA!!!

Parang ayoko na tuloy manood ng suju concert sa sobrang ka-OAan ng crowd. I don't belong there! I know I'm so gaga over suju, but to be part of that crowd..eeewnesS!

To prove the ka-OA-yan factor see this!

Ano b talaga.. Is my 5k worth it???? :(

Solo Flight

I texted Mr. Sparkle, 'oi ingat ingat sa pagtag ha.. Baka maghello cleavage hello world ako haha'

... Yup nagcenter sa ganyang level ang stay ko sa Bora. I'm trying to upload all the pictures by tonight, eventually I will be successful. I don't want to think of the office. Good thing my brother's laptop has no Skype.



Solo flight talaga ako.. Literal. Me alone on the plane. I was the last who booked the ticket (well techinically, my brother booked it for me.. since I have no card) First time on Zest Air both on the propeller and airbus. Talagang before and after. Ang cute. I'm so proud! Mag isa ako umuwi from Bora. Siyempre ung papunta, alone din sa plane, pero hindi na sa land and sea transfer.. At 'yon.. 'yon ang juicy. Kailangan ng preparation para isulat.

Ang mga paulit ulit kong naiisip:
1. I should've brought a book (Catching Fire - di ko pa tapos) for waiting in the airport lounge.
2. Pen and Journal or notebook. I like to write. I still prefer manual handwriting for journal than blogging (o wala lang akong laptop). I did bring a journal and notebook and planner. Gaga lang, walang ballpen!
3. Underwater Camera case is soooo important!!! Bat ba wala ako nito?!! Puro sand na tuloy ung cam ko.. I now have to visit a Canon service center to make sure that a spot in the lense can be removed. I want it opened and clean, regardless of the cost. Wala din tuloy akong pictures with the fishes.
4. Waterproof sling bag for the money, celfon, cam, and all other stuffs. Para di ako nakikilagay sa iba't ibang bag..
5. If you bring your sarong, use it!!. Bring it when you're island hopping!! ef!
6. Always bring water.
7. Sunblock.. buti meron si kuya!
8. iPod for land/sea transfers.. para walang kumausap sayong nonsense! haha

Movie experience that has nothing to do with the movie

Note to self: Don't be a victim of your own food cravings!

I bought a P190 movie ticket for Miss you like crazy in GB3 but I spend so much..no Too much on food.. and to think, I'm not even hungry at all. Why is extra buttered popcorn so hard to resist(P95 + P15)? plus the large fries (P43) plus the Bigchill shake (P75)? Mas mahal pa ung pagkain ko sa movie!

Napakagastos! I hate it when I eat a lot. Am I depressed??

I watched with an officemate and although it was a first time experience for us and the company was ok, I can't help but miss Mr. Soya. With him, it was just so much fun!! No dull moment. It was always fun. From the sharing of our daily experiences, the unforgettable beginnings of our friendship to the nonstop super super laftrip!

Gosh I missed him so much I texted him rightaway even though I know he's asleep in Aussie land.


Now I'm talking to my friend.. And I'm about 100% sure my thoughts are pure nonsense. But still he's trying to understand the situation.. missed him too.

OT?

1140 and I'm still at the office. This is my first dealing case. I have many leads, but I can't track down the root.

Long chat last night. It's a first considering he's the driver.. hmm.. Meet me halfway? I've done my part dude

Salad on a late night

Dang I need something to chew. I woke up at 9pm after that 6Pm sleep. I was on Sick Leave. Went to Olivarez Hospital to get my tummy checked. Turns out it was my appendix. The doctor asked if I would like to be admitted. He even said he would refer me to a surgeon. My gass!

Nevertheless, here I am, 'buhay na buhay' eating my salad and catching up on naruto. I'm observing my own appendix. So far, di pa naman cya ganon kasakit. Should I wait before cya sumakit ng todo or pumutok na? I dunno. What I know though is that I must go to work tom. It's just not right to not work on a Friday and party afterwards?!

I already told my batchmates, so if ever something happens to me. They know where to bring me.. Makati med? Pasaway tlga e. I also must get the Century Superbods run singlet. Siguro di n ako makakatakbo by that day, at least I'll give it to my brother. Sayang ang 400!

Love? Loveless. The Valentines roadtrip was very relaxing though. I needed the outside world and it was given to me! :)

is sick

Gosh! I'm sick and yet I still report in the office. After so much decision making, I manage to finally catch the last trip of the shuttle.

Last night was memorable although very petty. I think I'll be glad to have been assigned the module of securities if I'm getting all the help I can get just like that... plus the smell of the perfume? hahaha

Waiting for my colleagues for the HR link up.. I hope I feel better later.. Have to attend my friend's bday at Cabooze. I'm not sure if not drinking will be a good news. I'm taking drugs for this feverish feeling.

Tomorrow will be another roadtrip with the couple.. not that much excited.. But hey! at least I still got to see them. :)

288%

3:05 PM 2/1/2010

288% Bring it on

I'm on the floor now. Excited? It's time to prove myself. Bring out the workaholic in me! Masyado ng matagal nagpahinga.. I'm sooo ready!!

Target? beat the 288%!!

so dalja!

distraction and glee

12:34 AM 1/24/2010
'Tigilan na natin to.. walang pinatutunguhan' I'm just a distraction and I don't want to settle with just that.

Good thing (and I really pray) that Wyn will be on HP. That I guess is the best distraction.. Para di naman umikot ung mundo ko sa office lang. Hanggang pag uwi iniisip ko p rin magskype..

'..You need to find some self respect'

You're just a distraction!

From Glee:
'We're nothing but distractions. The sooner we realize that, the better' - Kurt to Rachel

He is a perfect target for our self-esteem issues. He can never reciprocate our feelings which only reinforces the conviction that we're not worthy of being loved.. Trust me.. I'm a cautionary tale. Get that mildly attractive groove back' - Pepper to Rachel

Feedback

9:30 AM 1/22/2010
On a lighter note, I now feel comfortable around her (Jan Di as Mr. Soya named her).. I dare not say that I am no longer afraid of her as that is inevitable, but yeah, I think the perfect word is comfortable..

She was in a good mood. She laughed. I delivered the correct answers.. All in all.. I think we're cool..

But please don't pick me!

in the room with her

9:30 AM 1/22/2010
On a lighter note, I now feel comfortable around her (Jan Di as Mr. Soya named her).. I dare not say that I am no longer afraid of her as that is inevitable, but yeah, I think the perfect word is comfortable..

She was in a good mood. She laughed. I delivered the correct answers.. All in all.. I think we're cool..

But please don't pick me!

Reality Bites: Disappointed

Hay nako. I don't know how to start but my weeks have been revolving on some petty teases that comes to life.

I don't know how to call my lablife status now. Sometimes I feel like I'm in my own koreanovela: new environment, boys, wingmen and the part where you just couldn't justify what happened and call it 'Destiny'...

But now, I'll try to live a life away from the colors. Self-imposed colors. I began to realize that the colors were not really there in the first place.. My 'colorers' (batchmates) were just so good connecting the dots and catching my sensitive imagination that I make believe there's some actuality in it.

Should I just call it 'Reality Bites!'?

I'm not hurt, not even sure if confused.. but some part of me is very disappointed. Am I disappointed with myself because I'm the one whose making the MOVE? Or maybe, given the fact that I do make the move, nothing happened??

Wasted effort??

I can't wait to see them online, but my mind tries desperately to beat my other intuition to message them. What to do?? Haaay... For now, I 'll rest with the disappointments..

saya?!

Tagal ko ng di nagupdate.. WEll.. alam na?!

Busy busyhan sa err social life?! :)

All I can say, as of now, I'm really enjoying my work (well at least the overview of what we're gonna do) and of course the working environment. Made few contacts. Closer CPG and the curse.. (lagi akong api!) hahaha

I do have my skype account now. At least hindi duplicate contact as my ym.. ngaun puro work peeps lang.

Haay dami kwento, pero bawal ibroadcast.

..latest? I'm watching GLEE and I'm loving it!